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-Aleck Monde has confirmed in the November issue of Competitive Cooking Monthly that he did indeed have a panic attack and throw up late in the night in his Punta Gorda, Fla. hotel room on October 31, 2011, hours before his Feast Fest debut at the annual Edelyn Cooking Arena exhibition. Monde is the son of 1995-2004 Feast Fest fixture Marc Monde, and it was believed that the prospect of having to live up to expectations from other chefs that he would perform exactly like his father provoked the attack; the story went that he was heard mumbling, "They want me to be Dad. I can't do this."
Monde, now a fixture at the event, told Yvette Bridges of Competitive Cooking Monthly: "Rumors swirled that I'd had this massive panic attack, was running around the hotel room at two in the morning pacing and saying, 'I can't do this, I can't do this,' and I denied those rumors at the time because I wanted to seem strong and I didn't want to let anyone in on any vulnerabilities, but now that I know my place here and now that I'm accepted for who I am and not just because of who my father is, I feel I can disclose that those rumors were true. I did have a panic attack. I did throw up. I did pace around saying things to that effect. I suppose it woke up the person in the next room and they complained."
The occupant of the next room placed a call to the front desk about 2:45 a.m. Oct. 31, 2011, complaining that her neighbor was retching, pacing, and mumbling things to himself. The hotel maintained a record of the complaint. The guest apparently wondered if the hotel should call police or an ambulance. A hotel worker knocked on Monde's door at around 3:15 a.m. to find him lying in bed quietly, and Monde said he had had a panic attack but was feeling fine at that point, details Monde corroborated in the magazine interview. The worker asked if Monde wanted medical attention and Monde declined. Monde checked out of the hotel the next morning at 11 a.m., and there were no further reports of any incidents during Monde's stay.
"I didn't sleep at all that night, but after the manager came up and said someone complained, I just lay quietly," Monde said.
Monde admitted the incident was not unusual for him, saying he often has stomach issues when anxious.
Co-Head Chef Jim McAllister, who has thrown up a couple times prior to major competitions, came to Monde's defense, saying in response to the interview, "We go through a lot of stress, a lot of nerves. These things happen. We shouldn't be judged for them."
FF Wire Service